I stink at Hard.....no really
I stink at hard.... like really. If one more person tells me I'm inspiring, strong or the best mom they know i might just throw a brick at them. (thats a little dramatic and btw I know you all mean well and it is incredibly heartfelt.) It can just sometimes seem like huge shoes to fill and a burden to bear. This month has been hard. hard hard hard hard hard. Like cant describe it hard. Like cant even wrap my own mind around it nonetheless share that hard with you. The reason I share this even now is because I again (I know I say it 100xs) I think there is beauty in honesty. There is beauty in the fact that we are not alone in our struggles and if no one is ever willing to share those struggles.....well then.... we will all feel very alone now wont we. These past weeks have been dark. Theyve been scary. Theyve been exhausting and overwhelming. And Id love to tell you that all around me I felt Gods grace, His mercy, His love and His strength. I would love to ...