Friday, June 4, 2010

Hello Selina

So my last post...

kind of a bummer...

But isnt it funny the way God works. We were recommended to two therapists for PT for Toby. One was recommended by two seperate individuals. We were also told that we would wait, plan on waiting, waiting a long time. Maybe not even plan on getting in ever.

But isnt it funny that God knows things that we didnt even know or understand at the time.

I called the first one. The one highly recommended. The one recommended by two different people. The receptionist let me know there was a 30 person waiting list for this therapist and I might as well look else where. Well, I asked to be number 31 and then asked for Selina (thats her name) to call me.

After many many more calls. And wanting to bang my head up against a wall from all these touchy feeling, love yourself and dont ever push the child therapists I got a phone call.

It was Selina.
Funny I thought.. Courtesy call. That's nice. Then she shocked me.

"I have permission from my boss to move you to the top of the list"

Fantastic I thought..now maybe only 1 or two months.

NOPE!! Try next Thursday. Isnt that crazy???!!!

So, here I go again worry worry worry about things that God had totally planned out and totally in control.

I wish I could just learn that little lesson...but chances are I'll be back on here...worry worry worry.

On a totally different note...

Toby had a VCUG and ultrasound done this past Thursday. They didnt find good things. His Kidney refulx is back and with the number 3 (not good) Now they are talking surgery, tethered cord and all kinds of stuff id rather not think about. They moved up our july appointment to next week. They want to do a full exam see nuero and everyone. This stuff is just plain scary. I HATE kidney stuff.

But,...okay...not going to worry worry worry

LOok how quick I forgot my lesson!! : )

Seriously though please be in prayer for us this next week. We have a hearing with SSI over a few thousand dollars they are pretty sure we owe them and these doctor's appointments.

Sorry to be lengthy. I could have written about 4 more paragraphs!!

14 comments:

Marissa Hess said...

I'm so sorry Kari....you will be in my prayers this week for the doctor's appointments, SSI meetings and therapy sessions (HOORAY!). Prayers and hugs for you during this tough time!

Mom of The Fields Five said...

Kari... hang in there! Prayers and hugs will be sent your way!

Scasmflops said...

Praying for you girl.

Holli (and Mark) said...

Praying everything turns out okay with SSI, all the appointments. Just remember the lesson you learned with the therapist, God is walking with you!!!

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BryannaR22369 said...

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Natalie said...

I am also a worrier, and just can't seem to help myself!

But even with all the worring, things always turn out exactly as they should.Sometimes I wonder what would happen if we invested as much time in faith as we do in worrying...wouldn't things turn out so much better?

I am really happy for you that Toby is getting the best therapist...it's a weight off your shoulders!

Natalie
www.the-special-needs-child.com

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Michelle said...

Wow, where do I begin. Your posts are so touching and I have a lot of emotions going though my head as I read them. Even though I am not experiencing your life and it's trials and tribulations, your impassioned thoughts seep through your words right to my heart. I think all mom’s have this urgency to protect their baby’s from anything that can possibly hurt them whatsoever, be it a minor playground injury all the way to hurt feelings. I sometimes wish I could cocoon my kids in my arms forever and shelter them from the world. I think their spirits are the hardest things to witness being crushed. All kids will experience it, whether it be about their ears, nose, size or clothes, there will be people that will find something hurtful to say about it. I try telling myself that childhood tribulations will make them stronger adults, but that doesn’t make it any easier to experience. As parents all we can do is try to balance the “bad” with better and teach our kids that God does not make mistakes ...we are all made exactly how he wants us to be. We have to show our kids that life is not always rosy, but we can handle anything God puts in our lives through his strength.
I am excited for you about the therapy session today! Let me know how it goes :)